one thing to say

call me lame BUTZackBeanMullerTylerBryanAllisonjust thanx...

one thing to say

call me lame BUTZackBeanMullerTylerBryanAllisonjust thanx...

what do you do when you wanna have never been born..but you dont wanna die?

I dont know what's wrong w/ me...I feel that I'm falling againAnd I hate when I fall because I never see the bottomUntill I hit it really hardI feel that I should have nothing to be sad aboutYet it's getting too hardI really got fooled I really thought that this time I had itMy purpose..And now I've been remindedMy nightmare never left me..it just hid from me..But now like a disease it's consumed me againI fear this is the endNo more's to be saidDamn me for being so dumbDamn me for what Ive becomeDamn me I'm a horrible personDamn me I've fallenBut as I close my eyes one last timeOne more tear doth I shedFor the life that I leadFor the thoughts in my headBut you'll never get itGod knows I never did

so a sign felt the wind..saw my reason

hello!!!!!!!I havent wrote on here in a couple of days...anyways so i'm sitting here...dying of like heat exhaustiaon or something..like i went outside in a half attempt to get a tan ..nothingonce again nothingmaybe i wasnt meant to be any other color cept the one i amwell anyways julie how was the concert????prolly had a hell of a time punk!gosh i just realized i have NOTHING to sayso i'm gonna go get ready for work AGAIN..later~~~~CaThY~~~~

need sleep

julie and zack you both suck b/c you're going to concerts tomorrow night..and i gotta work

out in a spiff just give me sum jiff..left on spray bottle!

HAAAAAAAAAAAAayeah i dunno..like my title?so tonight was cool..I have to say it's good to have a general group of friends..it would be even better if julie were there tho..cause she's the best..and she's my best friend so...yeah julie...where you at?..lol ha..to danny bean..ADD ME TO YOUR LISToh add julie too----im_very_sorry is her name thingyand how are the goldfish I'm sorry i didnt get to see them but my mom's crazy weird...to zack..ehh what can i say...i really dont think I have to say much..just a mutal understanding..yeah?but thanx for a fun night peoples...SAVES THE DAY Cover Band RoCkS~!!!!!

wow....

yeah i woke up like 5 minutes ago and I have to be in work at 2heh..i guess it's my own fault tho...alright i gotta go get readybye~~~CaThY~~~~

put it back please

k so again I'm doing nothingmy life is uninterestingoh well but yeah so here's my deal today...I dont think my account's like right on this thing cause I cant search profiles...I cant post comments on people's profiles..basically I can't do crap on here..cept write...hmmm but I'm slightly better then I was last night/morning...not totally content but ok I guess..hmm I think I'm gonna go back to sleep now~~~CaThY~~~~~Quote of the day"Dream as if you'll live forever,live as if you'll die today"~James Dean...it's on my poster..

feeling crappy..dunno why

ehhI can't figure out what my deal is right now...I just feel..like bad..likehmmm what's the point...maybe i should just sleep then it might go away..it's weird cause I almost feel like crying.but ya know I mean..tis isnt something i donow i'll prolly come off as lame..oh well~~~CaThY~~~~~