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why is it that things dont go as i want them to?anyways so yeah i had to go to bed early yesterday..cause today my day is like jammed..even tho i dont even work.. so much for a day offwell i went to bed at like 12 something but i re woke up at 2..didnt go back till bed till 5:30woke up at 8:15...pissed off and tiredwent to pslhs to sign a waiver for my transcripts b/c the bastards said i never did even tho i KNOW didturns out i didnt even HAVE to go b/c being that i'm not 18 yet my mom signed them..which really pissed me offthen i was gonna sun for a few hours..from 9 to 10:30 anyhow..but no there's no sunGREATfine so i was gonna go open up an account but i have to wait for my mom to drive my brother to ft peirce and for her to go to ircc before i can go to the banktimes like this i wish i were able to drivebut my deal is that all this shit has to be done by 12:30 cause then i have to go to the mall for my one a clock hair cut/highlight...then 'm supposed to meet julie at 2..for a day of shopping/hanging with these guys we met recently...that's all neat and everything but i'm gonna be so tired..looks like "OPERATION EAT YOUR HEART OUT ASSHOLE"..isnt off to a good start...

toda...

today was quite interestingwell per usual i worked....but then zack and tyler came in..i feel like calling him ty-ty..b/c i used to baby-sit this girl named taylor and we used to call her tay-taybut anywaysi sneakily gave tyler a discount...and he had the nerve to wear it as proof..ahh being nice should be a crimejust kidding but your welcome tylerhmm so anyways they left and me julie and sara ended up going to danny's house like after i got off of work..it was funzack and danny were the only ones thereat first i thought jules was checking danny out..b/c he didnt have a a shirt on..but then i realized she was focusing all her attention on trying to beat danny in tetriszack had to go to the bsthroom so he decided to go on danny's next door neighbor's drivewayjulie took pictures'email jules for pics at gossiper3000@yahoo.comstarting saturdayall in all i had bunches and bunches of fun..later...............

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for my entire life I've been like the social outcast and just when i think this crap is over b/c highschool is behind me I realize hmm I'm faced with it again..but you know what I'm sick of caringso if you dont like me then screw you cause i dont give a shit anymoreI'm not gonna try to make people my friends..they either are or they arentand please if you arent my friend then dont fake be nice to me in front of my face..cause that hurts worse..thanks

just re-capping

howdy..hmm I really kinda dont like that word..but anyways the past couple of days hve been ok yesterday i got a 3 dollar tip for heling this lady with the kodak picture makeri didnt wanna accept it but the lady was all like no, you take it then some guy hit on me while i was helping him out in the pharamcy..he asked me if i was a rock star and then he said he's see me on tour hmmmm today..today i was a bad girl..lol well not too bad i went into work later cause i was hanging out w/ julie but oh welllike Julie said we went to Zack's and we went the crazy long way it was ok..but things feel a little different ith me and zack...like i dunno tyler was playing good but maybe he's shy or something cause he doesnt face anyone when he plays yeah that lady outside in her bikini was way gross...tyler was so digusted...hmm and his geetar was heavy!...oh wehat happened at work today?..well sum drunk guy was picking up pics and he was like i hope you didnt develop my pics and then he was like flirting..i think..and then he's like oh you dont love me it's ok my mom does still..and then he was like are you married or something and i was like no..and he goes are you older then 20 and i said no and he was like damn..sometimes i wonder about people..like i dunno...btw julie i developed your ex-b'f's pictures and she really shouldnt take pictures of her butt...yeahhhhhhwell that's enough for tonight kiddos..but zack if you can later give me a call..i think we need to talklateroh hey danny ...that giy with the "neck chink"..was sexy..HAIRCC registration July 6th ...yay?...

I scre...

I screwed up

'sigh'..punch me in the eye..squint towards the sun in the sky

so yeah in like an hour..we're all going to take my dad out to eatbut i'm so freakin lazy I'm still wearing what i had on yesterdayphhhhh this has been my 3rd day off in 21 days..i cant wait till my vacationbut anyhow how do you guys feel about chinese food?my mom wants to go to this chinese place but i hate msg's they give ,e this weird taste in my mouth..yeah i know you can ask for no msg's but i dunno..then i fee like i'm saying screw you buddy because your food isnt good they way it is..hmmm i was thinking like just a regular place that makes all kinds of food..oh well..after that tho we're coming home and i'm gonna enjoy the rest of my off..watch tv..sleep..wake up watch more tv..sleep..go online..sleeep..wake up..perhaps sleep again?hmmmmmmmmlater cool kids!~~~CaThY~~~~~

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i listed people's namesbut then i stupidly forgot to mention onesooooKIMBERthanks too..i'm really sorry..dont take that too personally..ok?you're totally awesome too!

BEAN!!!!!

Bean,Bean he's our man...if he can't do itI suppose someone else can..?Just thanking Bean for putting my creepy picture up..lolwell it's creepy to me b/c it's alot of smiling me's and uh..i dunno...weirdbut yeah Bean thanks..I dont care what anyone says about you everyou're super totally awesome in my book!