heya

man..you know how much it stinks to have one actual friend..i mean i've sat at home all day..well yeah i slept most of itbut geezi asked my mom if she wanted to do anything like go see a movie or something..and you know what she told me she told me to move out of her way cause she was watching tvso i called julie at work like teice but both times she cut me off..and yeah i know she is working but i mean yesterday i talked to her a good like 40 minutes while i was at worki tried talking to zack but he doesnt seem all that interested in talking anymore..which probably isnt on purpose..but stillhow much i crave to have a life to have something to do with my spare time..i mean is it crazy that on my days off i cant wait to get back to worki dunno maybe i'm just going sti-crazy right nowbut i feel so pointlessand i find myself so jealous when i read other people's livejournals..i find myslef wishing i had what they hadi think this is really getting to me more then usual..because like i feel so old like i dunno as if i were someone sitting around just waiting untill they diei'm nopt sad either..i'm just frustrated maybe i should put an ad outactually i will..watch i'll get no responsesFRIENDS WANTEDFor: Cathy SangiuoloAge: almost 18Race: WhiteHobbies: Working...Reading..music...(I live the life)Dreams: Just making itContact Info: either thru livejournal or my number is 332-6271if interested please contact

sleeping over...hmm good times

ha ha alright good times and thingsyeah tim and danny fender are crazyme and julie are over here...here being the fender housesleeping over...lying is so coolha ha "hi mom"

why is it...

why is it that things dont go as i want them to?anyways so yeah i had to go to bed early yesterday..cause today my day is like jammed..even tho i dont even work.. so much for a day offwell i went to bed at like 12 something but i re woke up at 2..didnt go back till bed till 5:30woke up at 8:15...pissed off and tiredwent to pslhs to sign a waiver for my transcripts b/c the bastards said i never did even tho i KNOW didturns out i didnt even HAVE to go b/c being that i'm not 18 yet my mom signed them..which really pissed me offthen i was gonna sun for a few hours..from 9 to 10:30 anyhow..but no there's no sunGREATfine so i was gonna go open up an account but i have to wait for my mom to drive my brother to ft peirce and for her to go to ircc before i can go to the banktimes like this i wish i were able to drivebut my deal is that all this shit has to be done by 12:30 cause then i have to go to the mall for my one a clock hair cut/highlight...then 'm supposed to meet julie at 2..for a day of shopping/hanging with these guys we met recently...that's all neat and everything but i'm gonna be so tired..looks like "OPERATION EAT YOUR HEART OUT ASSHOLE"..isnt off to a good start...

toda...

today was quite interestingwell per usual i worked....but then zack and tyler came in..i feel like calling him ty-ty..b/c i used to baby-sit this girl named taylor and we used to call her tay-taybut anywaysi sneakily gave tyler a discount...and he had the nerve to wear it as proof..ahh being nice should be a crimejust kidding but your welcome tylerhmm so anyways they left and me julie and sara ended up going to danny's house like after i got off of work..it was funzack and danny were the only ones thereat first i thought jules was checking danny out..b/c he didnt have a a shirt on..but then i realized she was focusing all her attention on trying to beat danny in tetriszack had to go to the bsthroom so he decided to go on danny's next door neighbor's drivewayjulie took pictures'email jules for pics at gossiper3000@yahoo.comstarting saturdayall in all i had bunches and bunches of fun..later...............

nothing much to say except...

for my entire life I've been like the social outcast and just when i think this crap is over b/c highschool is behind me I realize hmm I'm faced with it again..but you know what I'm sick of caringso if you dont like me then screw you cause i dont give a shit anymoreI'm not gonna try to make people my friends..they either are or they arentand please if you arent my friend then dont fake be nice to me in front of my face..cause that hurts worse..thanks

just re-capping

howdy..hmm I really kinda dont like that word..but anyways the past couple of days hve been ok yesterday i got a 3 dollar tip for heling this lady with the kodak picture makeri didnt wanna accept it but the lady was all like no, you take it then some guy hit on me while i was helping him out in the pharamcy..he asked me if i was a rock star and then he said he's see me on tour hmmmm today..today i was a bad girl..lol well not too bad i went into work later cause i was hanging out w/ julie but oh welllike Julie said we went to Zack's and we went the crazy long way it was ok..but things feel a little different ith me and zack...like i dunno tyler was playing good but maybe he's shy or something cause he doesnt face anyone when he plays yeah that lady outside in her bikini was way gross...tyler was so digusted...hmm and his geetar was heavy!...oh wehat happened at work today?..well sum drunk guy was picking up pics and he was like i hope you didnt develop my pics and then he was like flirting..i think..and then he's like oh you dont love me it's ok my mom does still..and then he was like are you married or something and i was like no..and he goes are you older then 20 and i said no and he was like damn..sometimes i wonder about people..like i dunno...btw julie i developed your ex-b'f's pictures and she really shouldnt take pictures of her butt...yeahhhhhhwell that's enough for tonight kiddos..but zack if you can later give me a call..i think we need to talklateroh hey danny ...that giy with the "neck chink"..was sexy..HAIRCC registration July 6th ...yay?...

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